Now

Sometimes I want to go back to the time when I knew it all,
about God, and the way He runs the world,
in which marriage is always true love and forever, 
which is how long we all live,
lives of purpose and meaning,
which comes without challenges,
except for those that are easy,
which is the way we breathe, 
easy and steady,
which is how things proceed,
up, yes, always up,
which is clearly marked and without doubt,
which is only for those who don't know it all.
Sometimes, which is now.